A New Beginning
Starting over is never easy. When I made the decision to resign from my job after 6 years, I was heartbroken, but ultimately, I knew it was the right decision for me. Let’s rewind. You don’t just walk away from a job with tons of responsibilities lingering over your head. Welp, I was underpaid and overworked, this led to years of burnout and quiet quitting. I had enough and I knew my season at that job had come to an end. I spent most of my life doing things exactly as society said I should. I got a degree, job at fortune 500 company, and nice home. I was accomplishing my goals, but I felt empty inside. It dawned on me that I had no true fulfillment in life and I had become complacent with barely getting by. I was seeking validation in all the wrong things. I remember, sitting in my cubicle at work glaring out the window and hearing a still, small voice within saying, “I have more for you” I looked around, paused, and realized it was God letting me know he had a bigger plan for my life. I knew I was settling in my current position, and it was time for a change. I had to ask myself these questions:
· When did I stop believing in myself?
· What is stopping me from living the life of my dreams?
· What was I afraid of?
Beginning therapy breathed new life into me, igniting the journey of self-work and healing. Now, I was able to answer those questions. Here’s what I realized.
When I let complacency creep in and ignored my calling I began to shrink. I lost myself and the belief that there was a better, healthier life out there I could live. Getting up and doing my job had become my play it safe routine. It provided me with the stability I always wanted, but it also brought me misery. I began prioritizing my job and money over my mental health and in the process, I began to break, slowly becoming a woman I barely recognized. When I dig deeper, I believe it was the fear of failure and me being in my own way that stopped me from progressing. Now, I understand I don’t have to shrink back in my fears and settle for less than what I deserve. Most importantly, I discovered that everything I need to succeed is already inside of me!
I took some time away from corporate America to reevaluate what’s important to me and practice a healthier lifestyle. I’m building my personal brand, healing, started my own business, and published my first book. I am operating in my purpose; blossoming and prospering as I always knew I would. I know my worth and will never diminish my light for anything or anyone. I no longer seek validation from worldly things, God’s approval is all I’ll ever need. I see the blessing in my redirection and for that I am forever grateful. Thankful to experience a life full of immeasurable purpose and authenticity. I am renewed and it’s my time to thrive!
With love and gratitude,
